2011 recap < plans for 2012

I can't say 2011 was a complete bust, but it wasn't awesome either. The year started off like any other year. I had high hopes that this was gonna be the year that things started to look up, and for a brief moment they actually did. 2011 was the year that I finally found myself and my calling. I had my best friend to thank for that. Through her constant question asking and nagging she really made me dig down deep and evaluate what I really wanted in life. She believed in me when no one else had and for the first time I actually believed in myself. I'll forever be grateful for her, even at times I seemed to be slightly irritated with the constant questions. I fell in love and broke my own heart. I lost my best friend because I'm a huge ass, pushed another friend away because that's what I do when I'm hurt. I did manage to bury myself in the gym and lose 50lbs. So 2011 wasn't the best but I'm still thankful for everything this year. 2012 is gonna be my year(I know I say this every year) but I have a couple big projects in the works that should make me completely self employed by the middle of the year. 2012 is gonna be the year I go for gold, I'm gonna get back out there and date, I think this 6 month break was enough for me. Nothing is gonna stop me in 2012.