Catholic to Christian to Atheist to …

I was raised Catholic. I was baptized and had my first communion in the Catholic Church. At some point in high school I started attending a Christian church. I met a lot of good people and I wish I could remember half of them. All I remember is the people who left a bad taste in my mouth who made me angry and swear off God. I thought “if these are his followers then this is a God I do not want to be a follower of”. So I left church one Sunday and denounced God, and declared I was an atheist. I had always been a little skeptical of it all but this was all I needed to pull the trigger. I’ve spent the past 10 years as an Atheist. This past year I have started to believe that there could be a higher power. Just when things seemed like all hope is lost, something happened to change my fate. I want to be spiritual. I want to find that peace that supposedly comes with it.